Slowly getting on with life. First off, I just have to say that I am so blessed to have so many wonderful friends. Your emails and comments have helped to warm my little hurting heart. You're the best.

We're doing all right. Bryan's Mother came last Tuesday and it was so great to have her here. She helped to distract us from the pain and was there to help "redirect" Daniel's attention. (he had been very excited to get a little brother...) He still asks about "Sam" every once in a while and we have to remind him that he not coming to live with us anymore. It breaks my heart each time I have to tell him that. We will most likely do things very differently next time as far as he is concerned. I was worried about surprising him with a little sibling, I didn't want him to feel resentful towards the baby, but know I know that it's better for him to have to get used to an addition than for him to have to deal with such loss.
I think we're still a bit numb from it all, but I'm sure we'll have a chance to go through the whole grieving process.
We spent the weekend in Washington DC. It was a much needed break from the emptiness we felt at home. It was beautiful and WET. I'll share picture soon. I'm keeping myself busy filling etsy orders and creating things on the sewing machine. The best medicine is having busy hands.

We did put our profile back up on www.itsaboutlove.org (search under bryanandsuzanne), so we are officially back in the game. If any of you or anyone you know has any questions we'd love to help out. We may not know all of the answers, but can direct you to who does!